Thursday, February 9, 2017

Incomplete

Right now everything around me feels incomplete. My artwork, my day to day life, nearly everything. 
My pieces have been feeling unfinished, and even though I try and make them feel finished I have no idea what is missing from them, that thing that will give me that satisfaction of finishing a piece. My pieces have been feeling like sketches. I have tried adding color, different sizes, different paper. Nothing has been seeming to work. Maybe it's lack of inspiration. I have the overwhelming urge to create art and draw but once I start thinking about what my mind goes blank or all my ideas are crap. I am not quite sure what is causing me to be uninspired, maybe its the weather, or simply a lack of change, or maybe the opposite. Either way I know that I just need to sit down with a pen and let my thoughts and feelings flow onto a piece of paper, weather this takes for as doodles or writing. I think it also might help if I got out of Marion for a bit, a change in scenery would be welcomed. I am starting to feel like a caged bird, and the more I feel this way the more I want to fight everything thats keeping me here and leave. I need to focus and just sit down and get my shit together (pardon my langue).